Betina the shaman said a lot of things that were helpful and resonated with me. This is the kind of thing I would usually laugh at, maybe throw an eye roll in but.it was intense. She made me connect with my inner child, really imagine she was in front of me, and interact with her and I almost lost my shit. It was one of the most amazing and profound experiences I have had.
I saw a shaman while I was there for a life path reading and sound healing. Being alone in Utah I realized how much more this break up had upset me because of it stirring old wounds then it being about him. If I were happy where I am I would just chill and not worry about it. I haven't really worried about my weight in a long time and I am making myself think more about that. I am trying to worry less about some things and worry more about others. In New York you rarely have space or quiet having an abundance of both was a gift. Then I would just sit on the bike path and think, write, take photos whatever. One of my favorite things was walking at night about a mile to a canyon near the hotel to watch the sunset. I loved seeing that part of the country and being in the desert. I highly suggest everyone takes a solo mission. It's been just over a month since I went to Utah but it feels a lot longer. So, anyone here? Anyone want a tarot reading? Bueller?
Probably a little more spiritualism a little less weight loss, but all of this stuff makes up my identity so a little from column A a little from column B. It will be my life, the ups and downs and my own way of viewing it. Once I get that website up and going, I will blog over there. I read tarot now, and have had a pretty significant spiritual awakening. I am going to formally transition this blog elsewhere at some point. I had a ton of repressed memories resurface. Sooooo what's up you might be thinking? Well I've gotten weirder then I was before. I have less questions, a few more answers, but I'm living a life I really love. I needed the time and space to transform. I feel like that friend who hasn't called in forever and then doesn't because they haven't and then is like does anyone even call anymore further delaying things.People don't call really anymore but that's besides the point.
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